Those picture above were at Theresa's party.There whole lot of food,drinks,wine,companies.Was great. Colourful presents flooded her Christmas tree.Many laughter's and cigarettes.I was expecting few people to come which they are busy and stuff. Anyway I madly love my Christmas gifts especially my nude purse.Looking at it so often that "someone" got jealous.haha. Its so gorgeous that I'm like finding cards trying to fill up the slots .Thanks loads to the bosses.
The whole of new year coming soon.Farewell '09. This year was a great year somehow.A year full of beautiful things happened. A year I got back to many people I've lost touched coupled of years.Which was great to see them again.A year that I've got to know people better. Whereas for my family it's a smooth sailing journey.Hopefully will always be. For the upcoming year hoping to get better perspective of life and career. Some goes for both another two Nydiah[s] and my loving bubble. And for my beautiful kitties.be PHAT!
haiz---ism
Date : Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I've lost big time...I felt illegal here...But on the lucky side I've still have my watson card plus my tapping card with me..I'm still waiting for the return of my offical pinky card which no one wants to return...Nabeh! Anyway it's been quite a period of time me no clean house.When got to do it....I felt RELIEVED ! Home is the BEST!!!!!!!!
Heartless
Date : Friday, December 18, 2009
"Dear Yana
I just wish that you can read this. I don't know either you have to work or you are force to work. I really think you don't deserve this kind of treatment from them. You never deserve to be called stupid. How I wish if I could defend you.And just tell the dogs to fuck off. How can I just give you the courage to tell them I'm done now. I really hope you find a better environment and place to be comfortable with,soon. And not treating you like some kind of an animal. Which I really know that you are willing to but you are too scared to. I really hope that I can help you in which you have to help yourself first. Please just leave that place."
I was so long in my comfort zone till I was new again.I realise that when you are up there you expect everything to be up there too.When I am from zero,I remember my roots.Learning takes mistakes.Mistakes is learning.Mistakes doesn't equals stupid.They are fucking wrong.Real wrong.It's judgement.Looks doesn't count it's where the heart wants it.
What and who?
Date : Wednesday, December 09, 2009
If you ask me What am I afraid of?
Honestly I'm afraid to lose anyone for good.Especially the closest ones.
I've been helping kak Ijah with her events mostly on weekends.It's partly fun. Me at IMM giving away free sweet smell popcorn to the kiasu barbarians which some of them shamelessly wants more.Typical! And I met little Suri and her nice grandma there.The very shy,sweet girl which I adore much has went back to her home town in America.I didn't get a hug from her which I planing to that day.Sadly,by the time I decided to I was told she's off...Atleast I have her printed photo together with me.I miss her..
And on top that my friend together with her family migrating to Indonesia soon. AND there a few more planing to,coming future.
That's how much I cherish people.Which some people don't. Life goes on...
Well reality sucks! And truth hurts!
Date : Thursday, December 03, 2009
At one point of time,I truly miss her and that I wanna meet her. Worse,saw her recent photo somewhere that made me teared. I'm grateful having her partly bringing me up.
The very day,reuniting.With her welled up eyes,tightly hugged me a clear indication that she felt the very same way as I did.Well I'm overwhelmed to see her,still strong just the way I last saw her years back.In fact I'm actually nervous,anxious,excited..mixed feelings.
Right after i stepped out,I was relieved. But I came to a conclusion that somethings can never be change and some can never be amend. The past is always the past.
Date : Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I was thinking to have a gathering among my friends who adore cats.Bringing our babies along.Sure fun. But the thought of cats the first thing that came to my mind was cat fight!! They are independent babies not like dogs. And to imagine having a lease on a cat.Can be done but weird looking.
Bear2 will be visiting the vet end of next month to be sterilize.We thought of taking him somewhere this month which he's not even at his 6 month yet... When he reach 1 year old.I'm sure to buy their 11kg of food...Makan kau sampai gemok!
two different things
Date : Friday, November 27, 2009
NEED=Something that is necessary
WANT=Something that is desired.
Most of the time I stepped into Daiso it took me three hours to shop the things I want.... And not the things I need... Anyway that's my favourite place to fill my time with..
Bearbear getting bigger and my baby Pearl getting lazier....
*(I think they will mate love one day..hahaha)
I miss Ah huat already.
PROFILE
nydiah is being shared by three names.
but i'm the first to own it.
Those picture above were at Theresa's party.There whole lot of food,drinks,wine,companies.Was great. Colourful presents flooded her Christmas tree.Many laughter's and cigarettes.I was expecting few people to come which they are busy and stuff.
